Of lovers and quarrels

Eileen called me up yesterday night in tears. The reason? My blog entry yesterday.

Apparently, Sebestian actually read my blog (I thought he wouldn't. Big surprise there, really) and had SMSed Eileen the following SMS:

"Darling, I'm gonna sleep soon. I just managed to accidentally read Hui peng's blog. The reason why I'm not there with you? 1st, I'm tired and was about to rest. I'm not superhuman and need my rest. 2nd, you lied to me. You did not went out with your pri sch friends. Pardon me if I get it wrong on the 2nd 1. But I was just too tired. What they say about me makes me sick. Let me tell you I really do feel like giving up. Keep this thought in mind, I am really sick of all this, I can't seem to understand why everyone close to me can't seem to understand and really care for me? I'm sleeping now, don't sms me till tml. I'm sick and at work. I got a hairline fracture on my feet and I'm at work. I was emotionally disturbed and I'm at work. I will be at work again tml coz that's where I can hide from reality."

If sebestian is reading this blog entry (I highly doubt so, though), I would like to clarify a few matters.

- Clarification on the 2nd point: Eileen really was with her pri sch friends until i asked her to go clubbin' with me, So it's not lying. And yes, you're pardoned.

- "Let me tell you I really do feel like giving up. Keep this thought in mind, I am really sick of all this" --> Aren't you threatening Eileen? Thank god you're not my boyfriend. I don't take well to threats.

- You say you are emotionally disturbed and can't seem to understand why everyone close to you can't seem to understand and really care for you. Have you tried TALKING? Eileen will be more than happy to take good care of you. Just keeping quiet and expecting people to know about your feelings is NOT going to work, most people aren't psychic.

- Since you are sick, take an MC. It's not like anyone's forcing you to go work. If you force yourself to work despite everything, don't complain. It's all about choices - your choices.

- You said you are tired and not a superhuman. Understood. But that is NOT an excuse. Everyone is tired and that's the reason for the night of clubbin' - to relax and unwind. Even if you are tired, you should make an effort to make sure your GF is OK. Shouldn't you call back to Leen's hp to make sure she is alright? Not just plain SMS-ing.

I still don't think I'm wrong regarding my previous blog entry. So no apologies from me. Nevertheless, your reasons and emotional distress will be noted. Somehow, I get the feeling I'm going to be pulled into their relationship tangles. I can already visualise my blog and opinion being used as fuel in the quarrels between Eileen and Seb, never mind that I'm an outsider, to accelerate their break up.